I moved in to my new apartment last August and wasn’t ready to make the leap of sleeping completely by myself, so Tom and Ryan stayed over and built a fort to sleep in. Ryan and I told each other everything about ourselves. The next night, I said I didn’t want to be alone for that night either, so Ryan stayed over for the first time by himself and we just slept next to each other, not even touching. That anticipation of wanting to sleep closer, but both of us just slept. It was innocent and genuine.
I appreciated him being here so much that night. And right now, I feel the exact same way. I just want company for absolutely no reason. Probably just to fill the air. Hey Ryan, I wish you were here.