March 2012
“I think the idea is that every person has to live for his or her own life and...”
– Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower (via bookmania)
February 2012
Nicole
Ignore my awful spelling in my response to your ask. I don’t have a charger for my laptop and my phone won’t let me edit it D;
nicolekudrav asked: dearest van, i hate to see you so frustrated and stressed about this money situation and i just wish i could do something about it. like i want to send you money. or come live with you and have my current job to take the pressure off. this just doesnt sound healthy.
Anonymous asked: You're beautiful.
Unnecessary rant:
I have $0.71 until next Thursday
I have minimal amounts of food until then
I broke the laptop charger I am borrowing so I can’t wallow away on the internet for a while
I feel like I suck at everything I try to do lately and am majorly discouraged
I miss Ryan, as per usual
I literally feel like I have 2 close friends other than him and when I think about making an effort for...
The amount of pressure I put on myself is ridiculous and I can’t handle the weight of it all.
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taylornaragon replied to your post: taylornaragon replied to your post: Things have…
dye it :)
i would totally go bottle blonde if i could but i cannot! i could go darker but i’m not sure. hmmm. i’m seriously considering cutting it though.
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taylornaragon replied to your post: Things have been so awful for so long, so I want…
your hair. i don’t know, one time i read somewhere that starting with little physical changes like that can inspire you to do bigger things :)
see, i’ve been thinking about cutting my hair really really really short for the last few months, like seriously considering it. and the only thing stopping...
Things have been so awful for so long, so I want to make a change. We’re talking drastic here. Where do I start?
Well I got called into work for weekend overtime. Holler.
Looks like a 6 hour shift on 3 hours of sleep and then date night with Ryan!
I get crazy weird and loopy when I’m tired.
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I think I need to do another week-long fruit and water cleanse. I feel gross and more uncomfortable with myself than usual. It would be a good change and hopefully get me motivated to get back in the swing of eating the way I should be. Like, I know I don’t talk about being self-conscious because it’s personal, but I tend to think about it a lot.
Sweet, pouring out my thoughts to...
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Today, I found out my boyfriend carries Pokemon cards in his wallet. I too, carry one. A holographic Blastoise, and have for years.
I am so, so, so ecstatic. Literally, I didn’t know what to say to him.
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Dear whoever stole my wallet on the bus,
Throw yourself a party with my $9, have a tournament with my one holographic Blastoise Pokemon card, and just try to steal my identity with an ID and 2 debit cards that all have inaccurate and different addresses on them.
Oh and I hate you.
Dear whoever store my wallet on the bus,
Throw yourself a party with my $9, have a tournament with my one holographic Blastoise Pokemon card, and just try to steal my identity with an ID and 2 debit cards that all have inaccurate and different addresses on them.
Oh and I hate you.
Some days, the long distance just hurts more than others for no apparent reason. Nothing has changed, we talk the same as yesterday, I am insanely happy with everything about you, but I just don’t know what to do with myself some days.
